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From one sin to the next They tell me to slow down "You have so much time!" Still i wander along  this dusty path Alone even when accompanied Taking my poison as it comes to me The time slips through my fingers Like a shooting star in the night sky Swift and bright "You're too young!" they say but i know time is still slipping away So i smile and sip my ale Moving on was hard Leaving this life of death behind Dancing in circles with a wolf's cry With open blue eyes and a closed door heart My new sin is already melting my heart

Say what you feel oh but I cant Its holding me back Like a rope or a hand I'm too good for that Begging and pleading just isn't my style Just let me in i won't break a thing No, no you stay away I know how to stand on my own two feet Don't come here again! I yell and i scream, Don't look at me with those eyes They only make me cry Black and gold liquid The future is ahead Yet I have altered it with sin You want me to say what i feel But these ropes hold me back Sin and fear Sin and fear

She may be the love of my life But heres the thing baby Shes got nothing on you Shes sweet and kind, shy and quirky Sometimes I think the only thing shes missing is me Shes the perfect epitome of a woman But shes not the kind to scream and throw a fit She isnt one to seduce me with her charm I could never tie her to a chair and use her until she screams Baby, shes not you Baby, shes not fire and brimstone, hell and passion Baby, shes not you Shes got these curves that every girl wants A way of loving even my worst sides Still shes got it stuck in her head shes not enough Shes perfect in every way Sweet and kind, the epitome o

Sitting there, holding hands Young love, so fresh and new What is this? Naivety Getting into a new dance One known for as long as time itself What made me do it? Naivety Smiling, crying, dying Lets stand together Dance together Chorus: Let's take a step back Go over the details Step back baby, step back I was brave, dancing and spinning Still i knew what a broken heart was I thought i knew Crying, lying, dying Lets stand here together Dance together How many times did you say "I love you" How many time did I cry over you? Let's just keep going A silver lining on a dark cloud Look up at the sky Glance up to see he

We met in a crazy day and time. Something odd. I was preoccupied by everyone else and so was he. I still was curious. I liked how he was shy about singing, but nothing else. How he danced on stage and grabbed my shy friend for a dance. I liked how when I fell he put my shoe back on. I still cringe about that. Me? Falling? In high heels? Still I thought about him briefly. Wondered if he thought about me at all. And then forgot. My life was chaotic and peaceful and ridiculous and nothing and everything. I laughed a lot, screamed a bit, and tried to forget broken pieces. My shy friend added him on facebook. And they became best buds. I didn't

I like the way it aches. Deep in my chest When you kiss me I like it I love how it feels knowing Knowing you betrayed me Knowing you left me behind I love it. I hate how easily broken i am How with just a few words from that beautiful mouth and I'm on the floor, still Id never beg I hate it I cant stand hearing "I love you" I miss you I need you Ill never leave you I love that you chose her But you came back to me I love that I'll never be enough I'll never make you laugh I like how horrible i am With all these rules youll never follow all these songs you'll never hear All these moments i wish we could have I love it a

I'm not as jaw dropping-ly beautiful as I'd like to be. Not as selfless as i wish. Not as kind or sweet. And definitely not as innocent as i would prefer. Im selfish and I'm angsty. Forgetful and absurd. Needy and sarcastic. Pushy and uncalled for. I dont mind telling you how it is, still i expect you to be kind with your words. Simply put I'm as terrible as can be. Still i thought that you could love me How blind i must have been I thought you knew how easy I could be broken into pieces You dont flinch at throwing insults or being cruel to a fault. Its always about how im the bad one, shun shun. so when i say im leaving Im

Im too sober for this shit. I need something in my system. Something that will let me fall away without remembering. Remembering. Oh memory. How i do loath you. I loath every millisecond of recollection. Remembering the good. The good makes it harder. How it felt wrapped in his arms. His scent. Oh god his scent. Laughter, those memories of laughing ridiculously, those aare terrible. I just want him. But everything Everyone Every fact Says no. Not because i don't love him enough No, its because i dont know how to love him And he seems to have forgotten he loves me all together with. I wonder, why, why, why? Why did i fig

He has this way of twisting things.. of making me apologize when he's the one at fault. This thing where he can make me go from happy, to heart broken, to exuberant in the matter of minutes. unhealthy. Ya thats us. Addicted. Ya thats me. Hey i love him. Isnt that enough? Enogh. Ha. Whats enough? When its going good i want more. When its going bad i want more. I tell my best friend what shes going to have to do when we break up. How Im going to ramble up to her house one day drunk as skunk. How shes going to have to lock me in her room until Im sober. How shes going to have to be on suicide watch. She says "I already have been."

"They keep saying it's infatuation," "You know better than that," He says nonchalantly, shoving cereal down his throat. "Mm.." I respond noncommittally, cross legged at the breakfast table, picking at the fruit before me. He looks up confusedly at me, eyes wide and mouth still full. I smile at his usual disgustingness and continue with my breakfast. "Honey, you know I love you," he finally says. "Yes." there was a pause. "You still love me.. right?" "Naturally," I respond instantly. "Then...whats wrong?" he asks quietly. I don't answer for a while, just thinking the question over (over thinking the question is more accurate). "Mm.

Fanboys Issue #001 By Verde PAGE ONE (three panels) Panel 1. Large Panel of NYC just after dusk.  It is winter, with a fresh foot of snow blanketing the cityscape. CAPTION (Jasper): “This is the Big Apple.” CAPTION (Jasper): “The City of Dreams.” CAPTION (Jasper): “The most dynamic city in the world.” Panel 2. Wide panel. Jasper walks down a sidewalk with Charlie, laughing and talking.  Jasper is carrying plastic shopping bags and Charlie has a cigarette.  Jasper’s breath is visible as steam.  Both are dressed to avoid the cold, complete with hoodies and gloves. CAPTION (Jasper): “It&rsq

I'm gonna sink my teeth into your moon soaked neck Im gonna draw the blood of love through my bite As we lay on the grass adoring the night. I'm all that you need And your all that I want I'll burry my teeth in my new home As I love you endlessly While we worship the moon we walk on  through time and space Ascending the throne of immortal grace Oh I'm gonna sink my teeth in you I promise you'll love it to As my venom goes through your viens Releasing the chains that have been cursed upon you By mortals eyes. Honey don't be afraid Cause our pleasure will last all night on the moon soaked earth. Oh I'm gonna have my fun with you and I'll

It was not dawn for the sun began to set and the girl wandered about the field holding her cigarette Her walk was like that of a slithering snake as she came across a rocky road where the cars didn't brake. She spit it out; that cigarette and ash fell upon her shoes which made her upset. In the middle of the road she crouched down on the path; to sweep away the ash as she held back the wrath. Her petite body looked like a small, animal So hitting her would seem quite casual Alas, she stood like a lovely, moon flower Before man's machine swerved and ended her hour.. It became dawn- for the sun began to roam and it revealed the corpse of

          Kacy groaned as she leaned back in her new navy blue recliner and stretched her arms out as far as she could reach and then quickly grabbed her laptop from falling off her lap. She almost let it fall. This thing was the oldest laptop on earth. It was a hand-me-down from her older sister who got a new one when she went to college. Kacy was surprised it even still worked. It was slower than a turtle, and the pinkest thing she had ever seen. But it's a laptop, right? At least she didn't have to go buy her own. She settled back down in a comfortable position and brushed some barbeque chip crumbs off of her

Chapter 3 "Well it definitely is strange…" the optometrist said as he pointed a light into Erika's right eye as the pupil receded into a small black dot. "And you're saying this appeared yesterday afternoon?" "Yes. And I can't figure out why it's affecting my iris, it's not affecting my other eye or the rest of my right eye." She said as the man headed back over to the desk and typed on his computer. The man's expression was pure bafflement, he had no idea what the cause could be, she could see it clearly in his eye. "Do you have any idea of what it might mean?" He was quite for a long moment. "We'll do some tests first before we come to a